i love you rebecca irene saunders<3
Here are pictures of me and my baby girl <3. (On her blog)
Fill up my ask box, but like i said, keep it clean.
i love how people think they know what the fuck they talking bout, when they dont know a damn thing!
Hello my darling, I miss you oh so much. I just thought I’d write you a long message since the other one got deleted ): I have spent the past 112 days of my now amazing life with you, and they were the best 3months 2 weeks and 6 days of my life. This summer you were there for me through everything. From day one, I knew you were perfect for me. I love how we don’t care what people say, we just get over it. And, we don’t let ANYTHING ruin us, even my stupidity;p haha, and you have been there for me through two of the hardest times of my life, 1) Shawn being in the accident. I remember when I found out I couldn’t stop crying because I couldn’t believe it, and I just kept on and kept on crying and I ran to my room and called you but I couldn’t even talk to you because I couldn’t barely breathe. Then I remember sky calling me and asking me to come over because her mom wasn’t home and she was so upset and I talked to you the entire way there, and while I was there, and I remember you coming to church the next day but nobody spoke to anyone because everyone was so upset then when we went to the funeral and tired my best to be strong but when we got to the front of the line I just busted out crying and you just grabbed my hand and wouldn’t let go. That meant so much to me, you don’t even know. I don’t think there is any way I would have been so strong for so long. That night I fell in love with you for sure, I even told you. 2) When everyone found out. I was so scared. And upset. I would not have made it through that night without you. I just wouldn’t have been able too, I mean, it took dad 3 or 4 days to talk to me, and mom was so mad, but you, and Hailey, and sky helped me so much those days. I guess what I’m trying to say is you, are perfect, in EVERY way and I want to be yours forever. Another thing I wanted to throw in there is I’m sorry, for all the times I’ve hurt you, scared you, made you mad, made you anything but happy because that’s all I want to do. I would go back and change it no matter what if it were possible. I know, I can be worlds worst girlfriend, but I can also be a pretty daggon good one too :) I’m done now, I love you, see you soon!
This was supposed to be a friggin cute letter, but i got side tracked. Im sorry. <3
Wellllll, Ill start off with saying, his name is Joey. Every time i hear his name, i get butterflies, and i cant help but smile. I spend every moment possible with him, and i dont waste a single second with fights, or arguments. Hes perfect for me. He acts exactly like me, and likes the things i like, and does cute little things that i want him to do without even telling him. Its like, one person, living in two bodies. Hes my other half, and he completes me. I cannot stand a single moment, when i am not with him. I dont like it. At. All. I know you guys may say, “This chick dont know what she talkin about, she dont know what love is” Well, you just dont know me, or how it is. I love him, with all my heart, nothing can or will change that. I do admit, we dont have a perfect relationship. There are times when i get on his nerves, and he gets on my nerves, or he’ll say something to or about the wrong girl and i’ll get mad, or ill joke around with his friends and he’ll get mad, but we get over that. You can’t dwell on little things like that, and that is defiantly something ive had to learn. Ive also learned, that a relationship isn’t just holding hands, hugging, kissing, cuddling, or even in some cases, sex. yeah. i went there. but, its more of trust, and being the kind of friend you would want, and being worthy of having something as good as love. Thats also something ive learned. I dont know, this has went from being a cute blog about my boy friend, to a dr. phil moment that most of you wont finish. So ill just stop now. I got my point across in the first 14 or so lines.
